Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Title : Blub blub blub..
What's playing : 'First Love' again!!!..wahaha..
Mood : Lovesick..LOL!
Yeah..i'm lovesick..oh my god lor..*bang wall*..(-_-")..how how how?..nobody can help me man..it's up to me huh..i juz miss him loads, n i was reali tested today..ergh..cannot believe it..will blog wat happened later.....
Well..Monday morning, Wan came online at 1 plus am, n guess wat?..we chatted till like 5 plus..weee..>.<..chatted about so many things..about him..our life..bla bla bla..then i was surfing Frenster oso arh, n guess wat?!?!..i tink i haf another competitor sia..*sob sob*..
I came upon this gerl's profile on scandal's list, n btw, gonna change his nick to MM huh..keke..she was the gerl who MM claimed that liked him n found him to be sooo cute..one testimonial that her fren gaf her stated this :
"oh... ***** *****... the gal who drools for MM?! OooPs!! sorry! i think i jus let out a secret!! . . . bla bla bla . . . when she sees MM... her whole world of existing will come crashing down...!! she doesn't care who is beside her N wat thy R talking abt... 2 engrossed in MM!! ahahhah!! . . ."
Man..wat the hell?!?!..*stab stab*..heart pain sia..haiz..moreover the gerl is of the same skool as him erh..get to c him everyday de..she's one pretty babe seh..haiz..wateve it is, if he was meant to be mine, he will eventually be huh..that's wat i believe in..so no point getting sooo upset about it..but i muz say, my heart kinda ached..hehe..not jeles seh..
N wateve it is, he aredi said i haf a special place in his heart, n that i m his..sooo..well..let time tell huh..
Anyhows, today's day kinda slack..i was awakened by Qian's wake-up sms at almoz 12 pm 'requesting' me to go online to help her write her resume..went online bla bla bla..then around 3 plus go bathe..haha..
Then around 4 plus, Rai called asking me whether i wanna work today nite anot..i tell her anything lor..no sweat for me..then at around 5 plus, i went to sleep..
Got a call from an unknown number at around 5.50..it was Max..donoe who's henfon was that oso..asked me wat i was doing (I WAS SLEEPING LAH!), then he said he will call me back once he reach home..n..i went back to sleep..^_^
Then at around 6.20, he called me back seh.. ;...( ..bopian pick up lor..but luckily mom wanted me to help her in the preparation of food, so we toked around 10 minits arh..n that's aredli like almoz 2 bucks gone..sheesh..n he told me to sms him after i finished eating..
After eating, smsed him lor..then he called me at around 7.45(!!!)..chatted for a while, then i said i will call him back using my home fne arh..he said call him back a bit later..n..erm..i forgot all about it..wahaha..
Then at around 8.40, he called again!!!..damn..was i sian n was he furious..lol..nagged at me saying y i neve call him back..i forgot seh..then Rai called!!!..weeeeeeee..she was my life saviour sia..haha..thanx again ar Rai..keke..so i told him i had to put down the fone lor, got sumone at the other line, n that i will call him back after i finished conversing wif whoever the other person was(didn't noe it was Rai at first)..
End up we chatted till 10 plus..then had no time to call back Max cos me n Rai was planning to haf confrens call wif Wan..had to sms Max saying sorry or else he sure angry seh..ergh..
So while on confrens, Max cudn't chat long cos he had to fetch his gf..n oh well, he confronted me erh..haha..wateve..keke..
K arh..main point main point..y was i tested today huh..MM neve call or sms me today!!!..wah seh..i msged him good afternoon juz now, n the last one, a good nite message at around 10 plus, wishing him good nite bla bla bla n wish him best of luck for his CA..
Then after that he neve reply seh.. =( ..so saddening..then, it was around 11.10, n i was confrencing wif Rai n Wan all the way, when!!!..i got a call from a privet number!!!..IT WAS HIM!!!..geez..my heart reali jumped for joy sia..haaaaiz..wat the hell wat the hell..
I scolded him ah..said y he neve reply to my sms or call me..he still got the cheek to giggle..dammit..funny is it..he juz reached home, n claimed that today was damn packed n bz..had a class excursion n went to play soccer..then he said he will call me back in a while time after his shower..
Resumed back to my confrens..n they were toking about me huh..haiyaaaa..so bad seh..haha..kk..i'm getting sleepy liao..then MM called me back n we chatted for a while..
Asked him about his preparation for his CA n he went thru wat he memorised wif me..hehe..good boy..then i told him about the testi from that gerl who liked him..n asked him, since he haf 4 gerls liking him now (WOW!!!), who will he take wif him if he was to choose one..he said the one who loves him the most..n suddenly, he said, "..acheli no need to ask..obviously it's you.."..*gulp*..
I donoe how much truth was there in that particular statement..but, wateve lah eh..most important thing now is, i'm super sleepy n i'm gonna stop for now..hehe..ciaoz..nitez everyone..muackz!!!
Wishing for a rainbow @ 3:11 AM