Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Title : Donoe arh..
What's playing : 'Shuo Zou Jiu Zou' by David Tao Zhe..
Okayz..backies..i slept at around 7.30 am today..wahaha..& was awakened by Qian's sms to come online..lol..going online will be boring wifout me rite?..admit it..ahaha..but then i replied saying i was still sleepy & furthermore sis is using..ended up waking at 2 & i immediately went online..wifout even bathing..juz managed to visit the toilet to freshen up a bit..hehe..*bluek*
Kk..gonna blog about last week stuff..hmm..last Monday..was very in love..MM smsed me early in the morning like 5 plus saying he loves me..haha..managed to reply only at 10 am after i wake up..lol..hmm..then i tink i stayed at home the whole day if i'm not wrong cos..
Alright peeps..change of plan..i wanna blog today's one instead..i reali cannot take it anymore..i'm crying soooooooooo hard now..guess wat?..that gerl who likes MM..she..arrrrgh..she put MM's pic as her display pic on Frenster ergh..oh my god..i reali cannot take it..wat's happening between them two?!?!?!..oh my god..Rara..u gotta calm down..this is not about jelesy or wateve shit u call it..WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!?!?!?!?!?!
One thing is that..he hasn't been smsing me that often nowdays..& calls from him..sheesh..not gonna elaborate bout that..all these started since the day i found out that the bitch has been like messaging MM some stuff that i shudn't noe thru Frenster..well i'm gonna make it public..k this was wat she said :
"now im in d IT lab....borin siol...tkder keje so juz hopin in frenster 2 mail u... Well acherli its kinda hard 4 me 2 judge ma own feelings...lagikpn im reali not sure if u nk main2 kn i or wateva lah...Abe dun even noe hus tis rara tats is @ ur frenster tink..hope we cn sort tinks out..soon...."
Oh my gawd..my heart broke into very very smaller pieces upon reading this..i confronted him about this matter last Friday when i met him for a while..answer he gaf wasn't wat i want..& he got further apart from me by the day since that confrontation..
Please dear..u r making me suffer..if u luv me, tell me..if u don't juz let me go..sumtimes hanging on hurts more than breaking up..
Alright i'm gonna cool down for a while..gif me the strength..i m reali very hurt rite now............
Wishing for a rainbow @ 10:02 PM