Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Title : Donoe arh..
What's playing : 'Shuo Zou Jiu Zou' by David Tao Zhe..
Okayz..backies..i slept at around 7.30 am today..wahaha..& was awakened by Qian's sms to come online..lol..going online will be boring wifout me rite?..admit it..ahaha..but then i replied saying i was still sleepy & furthermore sis is using..ended up waking at 2 & i immediately went online..wifout even bathing..juz managed to visit the toilet to freshen up a bit..hehe..*bluek*
Kk..gonna blog about last week stuff..hmm..last Monday..was very in love..MM smsed me early in the morning like 5 plus saying he loves me..haha..managed to reply only at 10 am after i wake up..lol..hmm..then i tink i stayed at home the whole day if i'm not wrong cos..
Alright peeps..change of plan..i wanna blog today's one instead..i reali cannot take it anymore..i'm crying soooooooooo hard now..guess wat?..that gerl who likes MM..she..arrrrgh..she put MM's pic as her display pic on Frenster ergh..oh my god..i reali cannot take it..wat's happening between them two?!?!?!..oh my god..Rara..u gotta calm down..this is not about jelesy or wateve shit u call it..WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!?!?!?!?!?!
One thing is that..he hasn't been smsing me that often nowdays..& calls from him..sheesh..not gonna elaborate bout that..all these started since the day i found out that the bitch has been like messaging MM some stuff that i shudn't noe thru Frenster..well i'm gonna make it public..k this was wat she said :
"now im in d IT lab....borin siol...tkder keje so juz hopin in frenster 2 mail u... Well acherli its kinda hard 4 me 2 judge ma own feelings...lagikpn im reali not sure if u nk main2 kn i or wateva lah...Abe dun even noe hus tis rara tats is @ ur frenster tink..hope we cn sort tinks out..soon...."
Oh my gawd..my heart broke into very very smaller pieces upon reading this..i confronted him about this matter last Friday when i met him for a while..answer he gaf wasn't wat i want..& he got further apart from me by the day since that confrontation..
Please dear..u r making me suffer..if u luv me, tell me..if u don't juz let me go..sumtimes hanging on hurts more than breaking up..
Alright i'm gonna cool down for a while..gif me the strength..i m reali very hurt rite now............
Wishing for a rainbow @ 10:02 PM
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Wishing for a rainbow @ 3:09 PM
Title : Weekend dated 30-10-2004 & 31-10-2004..
What's playing : 'Hei Se You Mo' by Jay Zhou..
Well peepz..gonna blog down wat happened last last Saturday & Sunday dated 30th & 31st..hmmm..me & my family went to Geylang for Hari Raya shopping..went outta house at around 5 plus, & reached there juz in time to order our food..keke..n before that, received an sms from MM that he juz got home from Geylang too..
Went to Joo Chiat for our shopping instead of the bazaar cos dad says clothes sold at Joo Chiat were of a better quality although they were more ex..hmmm..then me & sis reali had a hard time choosing our outfit..she wanted blue, her favrit colour, & me, i was frantically searching for a black one that is reali reali nice..all those black baju kurung that i came across r all wif lots of patches of flowers here & there, ala for women above 40 yrs of age..lol..
I acheli wanted purple, my favrit colour, but erm..MM die die oso want me to folo him..sheesh..so after lots & lots of shops we conquered, sis came upon a brown one at $68 which cost like $158 initially..kinda nice lah..
Then me, managed to find a black one wif pink bottom & black & pink sequins at the sleeve & the collars which is kinda sweet..& it acheli cost me 129 bux cos it was sold at this stupid but popular boutique..but the thing is, if u happened to buy another one, u can get both outfit for $200, so sis bought another one..*sob sob*..haha..
Then Amal came when sis was trying out her outfit..she hugged me, & me, i got too excited that i beat her..lol..& wah, Amal's sis..13 yrs old but uish, looks almoz the same age as her sis sia..keke..no offence..then we chatted quite a bit while waiting for bloody sis to finish 'modelling' herself..
While waiting, Wan called..or is it Max..can't remember lah..told me they were aredi at Joo Chiat & they wanna come & meet us..goodness..not now?!..wif my family all that..heart pom pom like siao waiting for their appearance..sumore the group is kinda big..there's Wan, Max, Ijat, Max's fren called Wan, & last but not least, the so called vogue(pouts lips while pronouncing the word) Huda..got me reminded of Anita Sarawak..wahaha..& mom..ergh..a big capital KEPO..she was dying to c my frens sia..wah kaoz..
So after meeting up, we all walked to the bazaar..eh before that, lemme side-track abit..i not happy about that Huda lah..hehe..so i gonna bad-mouth her abit here..pardon me huh..alrite..she's a bitch..no doubt..Wan erh..can't believe it that u once had her as ur gf..ish..minah tudung ape sak?!..then sumore, like Wan claimed, this bitch, she put Wan's henfon in her bra..o-m-g lor..cheapo sak..she wearing a tank top arh..or i tink it's a singlet..rabakz sak..okk..enuf of her..[Sorry eh Wan..wehehe..]..
Then walk here walk there, Huda parted from us cos she got sumthing on..btw, while waiting for elephants to fly at this certain parking space(lol), i saw this gerl riding a bike..gosh..so cooool..but then nak tangkap jambu je..chish..podi poodeh..wahaha..i bet Max muz be drooling..heez..
K then we decided to proceed to this Paya Lebar Mrt station the open space to chit-chat tok cock..ended up playing Truth or Dare..so there were 8 of us; me, Amal, Amal's sis & my sis, Wan, Max, Max's fren & Ijat..all decided to play 'Truth', so questions posed were, fuuuuh..cannot take it..sumore hor, among all the gerls, i kena alot of time sia..then the questions hor, aiyo, like i kena ripped of my modesty like that..wahaha..& in between, MM messaged me asking where was i..i had to lie to him that i was still my family, or else he sure will freak out knowing that i'm still outta house wif ma frens at 11.30 at nite..
Then blub blub blub, dispersed at around 11.45 i guess..didn't manage to bid proper goodbyes to them cos they were either catching the last train or the last bus..me, Wan, Ijat & sis took a cab home..
Then on Sunday, early in the morning at 5 plus, MM smsed!..he scolded me erh..saying y i didn't sms me after i reach home..oops sorry..i forgot..lol..then guess wat?..he said he's gonna add my pix to his frenster profile, & told me to do the same to mine too..geez..was kinda shocked wif the sudden change, but i agreed nonchalantly..intended to ask him the reason why at nite when he call me..
Then it was his turn to go Geylang..asked me where i bought my baju kurung the previous day..told him where, & he was kinda disappointed that he cudn't get to c wat i bought cos mine was acheli kind of the only stock's that available..then he said he wanna buy a pink one, which freaked me out alot..haha..& yeah, he mentioned about us wearing the same colour outfit one day so we cud go out together..>.<
So nite comes..die die asked him y he asked me to change the pics & that isn't he afraid that Yaya mite find out..he said he sort of break-up wif her, & i'm his only one..at that point of time..so that was the day i'm officially his gf..although indirectly..
Alrightie..stay tuned for the next episodes to come..lol..
Wishing for a rainbow @ 5:48 AM