Saturday, November 20, 2004
What's playing : 'Come Into My World' by Kylie Minogue
Hellooooooooo..woohooo..it's been long since i updated my bloggie..hehe..well..these few days haf been very busy ah..real busy i mean, & not as in busy visiting my relatives for Hari Raya or wat seh..*ahbush*..lol.. has been one helluva week man..hmm..
Kk..lemme start from last week alritez..Hari Raya day..lol..the nite before Hari Raya, i smsed like over 20 pple wishing them Selamat Hari Raya & all that..uish..haha..including MM..i smsed him this :
"Hi dearest..ur Rara here taking this opportunity to wih u Selamat Hari Raya..pls forgif me if i hurt u wif any actions or words of mine..take care..luv u lots.."
That's all..he didn't reply..until..i realised he smsed me when i woke up at around 12 plus the next day..
"Camat ari raye dear..4give me 4 any 0f my misdeeds n wr0ngd0ings..4give me if i nv sh0wed much care n c0ncern..mish u"
He realised it didn't he?..or was it juz an obligation to reply me back?..hmm..i wonder..i hope the message reali comes from the heart..haiz..
So..on Hari Raya day, i woke up like 12 plus doh..lol..that's like sooo late sia..i mean, other families r aredi either at their relatives' houses, or making their way there..wah kaoz..our family is always & forever difren..lol..so we went out of the house at 4 plus..finally..wahaha..
Went to Mak Piah's house at Lorong Ah Soo there..this bunch of relatives r not blood-related one..sort of my mom's godfamily..cos when mom was young that time, her real mom; i.e. my maternal grandma, was very very sick, & she had to put some of her children wif some frens of hers so that they cud take care of her kids for her..erm..i guess u all blur blur by now..nvm..haha..kk..me & sis hate this Mak Piah to the core man..i reali detest her..& it's not like we nice nice hate her or wat lor..of cos due to some reasons that i'm not gonna elaborate..somehow or rather, she tinks my family is one that can be stepped upon..f*** her..
Reached there..her children & a few other cuz & niece & nephews greeted us..*weee* ..i love them to bits & pieces man..they love us too..reali lah..haha..the living room was damn crowded, so me & sis decided to loiter outside the house..then the kids folo us oso..keke..played around & took some pics..then, one auntie asked us lah y we dowan to go inside the house..i said no place to sit mah, quite hot oso..then Mak Piah's husband happened to be there & said sumthing like, "Ya lah..our house no air-con..so hot..their house got air-con.."..
I forced a smile & luffed a bit & said "No lah.."..then me & sis looked at each other's face wif 'Wat-the-fuck' the expression..now wat the hell is he trying to imply huh?!..k.n.n.b.c.c.b. rite..wah lau eh..i swore rite there & then i'm gonna hate the husband too..well i haf only hated the wife initially..but after his sarcastic remarks, he's black-listed too..f*** him..
Changed song to the techno version of Utada Hikaru's First Love..wooo..coool..sumore now munching the Hari Raya cookies..haha..*yummieee*
Then the kids wanted to play inside the house, so we were dragged along..haha..played in the kid's bro's room..he's hensem seh..*drools*..i tink he's around 20-22..last time when we were kids, we used to be so close seh..haiz..wish we were still that close..now hor, smile oso neve..muz go bang wall liao..if we close to each other good mah..cos i mentioned that we no blood relation rite..so meaning i can like him..can marry him..oh god..i'm crapping..pretend that i didn't type the previous sentence..lalala ^_^
K lah..then, some relatives got comment about me.. as usual de..evry year oso like that..haha..last year, comments i got was like..'..lose weight..'..'more pretty..'..this year erh, the 'lose weight' comment missing sia..lasap..one relative say i look 'more vogue'..wahaha..LOL lor..vogue ur head..i tink muz be due to my hair lah..haha..
Then there's this lil cuz of mine..she reali stick to me like super glue harh..haha..reali lor..go wherever i go..& she kept kissing my cheeks & saying 'I love u..' to me..awww..sweet seh..kinde missing her now..she's 6 years old btw..
Then around 7 pm like that my family decided to go off cos we gotta visit mom's real mom at Pasir Ris..my cuz kissed me like 30 seconds before she let go off me..haha..argh i reali miss her man..
Then at the void-deck, we saw another family..consist of my aunt & uncle (oso no blood relation) in their fifties, their 2 children wif their spouse, & their grandkids..my parents chit-chat wif them for a while..& ah..ergh..i heard my uncle said sumthing like..err..how to say eh..my uncle some sort of tell dad he's expecting news of a son-in-law soon..HUH?!?!?!..wat the hell?!?!?!..siao arh?!?!?!..gileee!!!..where got so fast one?!?!?!..this one reali need to bang wall sia..i shudder even while typing about it..geez..son-in-law?!..pui..
Kk..then we went to our aunt' house at Pasir Ris..after one whole morning & afternoon, i had a proper meal there..keke..then, my aunty commented sumthing about me..i reali luffed my heads off lor..she spoke to me in broken English..said sumthing like.."..Nur..i neve c u for a long time orh..u change alot arh..u look like..u change alot lah..look like..hmm.."..she was trying to find a suitable word to describe my new outlook..finally she said, "..like punkrock lah..u noe the rock rock singers.."..wahahaha..wat the tootz..punkrock sak kene..wahahaha..like i said, it muz be my hair colour ler..lol..
Then while eating dinner, sumone smsed!!!..i fastened my eating pace a bit & put the plate in the kitchen & evrything, & then i checked my henfon..it was from MM..>.<..hehe..he asked, i neve come out for Hari Raya meh?..haha..cos i replied to his Hari Raya msg like 12 plus mah, saying i juz woke up..heez..then i asked him where was he..he neve reply..hmph!.. Not long after that, Derek called..die die tot it was MM lor..doiz..chatted wif Derek on the fone for a while..then around 10 plus we all decided to go home..reached home, i was still pissed that MM didn't reply my message..so i smsed him this : "You..dah slalu sangat seh u dowana reply my sms..haiz..so unlikely of u nowadays..argh..wateve erh..neways, good nite.."
A couple of minits later..he replied..wat the hell..
"Yes dear..i juz reached home..i got headache uh..where r u?"
Haiz..always like that seh..always got some reasons or excuses..can say that i'm sick & tired of his excuses, but wat can i do?..nothing lor..juz sigh lor..
Then on Monday, wahaha..went to town wif Qian..keke..2nd day of Raya aredi go town..*smacks forehead* ..took neoprints..gonna post the pics up later..then we went to the landscape garden at the Esplanade..reali enjoyed myself there..had a good time singing all that..especially the "Why do birds..suddenly appear.." song..hehe..then when we were about to go off, MM messaged, asking me wat i was doing..oops..he tot i was at home..told him i was at the Esplanade erh..then he said sumthing like "..Hari Raya oso can go Esplanade..jia lat u.."..hehe..for me, Hari Raya or not, is like any other day seh..d-oh..
Thursday Qian took half-day..so after work we went around Suntec, then to Bishan J8..was searching for Qian's fren de burfday present, while i'm searching for straws..i need the straws to make hearts as part of..err..MM's burfday present..gonna put the hearts in a bottle..& if only me & him can last till 15th December that is..
When i was at J8 that time, i was sooo paranoid that i will clash upon MM or the slut or whoever seh..dammit sia..
Friday..after work, Qian bought food from Yoshinoya & ate at the Esplanade..i juz bought this mashed potato from 7-11 cos i wasn't that hungry..went home, washed up..& while waiting for my turn to use the comp..i entered raraland..haha..
K lah..that's all i guess..Qian..~ooh la la~..wahahaha..*winks*
PS : K peepz..if u wanna noe wat i was busy wif these few days, u can ask me on MSN or ask me directly at my tag-board..can't update it here due to unforeseen circumstances..peace..
Wishing for a rainbow @ 8:28 PM